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Living In a Dream.

The simplest things...like this scenery, I want to share it all with Sweet. 

Ever wake up thinking to yourself that you're still inside of a dream?

Every day for a little over eight months has been that way for me. 

The surreality of this life (this life that will soon evolve to not just having me but also four others) seems to hit me most when I first wake up...I guess it's because I wake up happy now.

Most mornings I grab at my phone to cut my alarm off, but there is a small sweet moment for me when I swipe past my lock code for my alarm and land on my home screen. There is usually at least one notification lit up on one of the various messenger apps that Sweet and I use. She makes my mornings worth waking up for, just to read that simple "Morning Baby". At first, the words felt so foreign to me. Maybe because I was not used to showing affection with past relationships, but so rapidly did the foreign feeling begin to fade away. Now it's basically second nature to call my love things like precious, sweet heart, love, my heart, my world...all the things that she has truly become to me.



With all of that being said...

You can call me Spicy and my other half, Sweet. For roughly 2/3 of this year I've felt a love that I have never felt for someone else in my entire 27 years of being alive (I know...it's not that many years😏). The unique thing about this is that I haven't just fallen in love with an amazing lady (which is pretty amazing in itself because for a moment I had decided that I was happy being alone) but I have also fallen for three adorable, beautiful, intelligent and sweet children. Sweet grew my heart and those three kids seem to melt it...every time I talk to them. 

A little bit about me?

There really isn't much to add about me. I live in a place where winter seems to glare it's frosty gaze upon us 6-7 months out of the year. I was born in South Carolina (Smiling Faces...Beautiful Places) but moved to Michigan when I was a teenager. I'm currently a student tackling a double major that includes Business Administration and Environmental Science. I'll be entering an internship that will have me working as a behavioral health specialist/researcher near the end of August. (fun...😆).

Why am I here? 

 Sweet and I are both writers and I love to watch and see the content that streams from her intelligent and sexy brain. I fell for her brain long before I got to see her pretty, sexy face. Sweet is the kind of lady that pushes me mentally and physically without her even knowing that she is motivating me...Sweet is what completes me...I feel like all of my 'roads' have a destination now. They all lead to her...

I hope you enjoy taking a glimpse into our life as we grow and build each other up.

Everyday...we get closer and closer to being together. 




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